It's hard.

[jesse_dylan]

It's hard to think that she might be doing really well, feeling great, and happy that she left me; replacing me, or in the process of replacing me (whether she realizes or not).

It's equally hard to think of her feeling miserable.

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[viciousteeth]

I wished words alone could cure a broken heart because I'd keep searching to find the right ones to say to make you feel better... Some days you'll feel great, other days not so much, but it's all in the process. It takes time to fall in love and it takes time to recover from it.

Warm thoughts and wishes for you.

[jesse_dylan]

You're sweet! It's okay. I know there isn't much anyone can do. However, meeting my three friends on here has been really nice, and having met you and seeing there are other humans in the world who seem to be quite a bit like me, has helped so much.

I suppose I just thought I was beyond this sort of stuff in my life. I will say that feeling beyond it had limited my compassion and empathy somewhat. I understand things better now. I would have chosen happily ever after over understanding, but if there is meaning or rhythm in the universe (I don't know anymore if there is), then this is the place where we say that life had other plans.