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Big Five Test Results
Extroversion (38%) moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and private.
Accommodation (74%) high which suggests you are overly kind natured, trusting, and helpful at the expense too often of your own individual development (martyr complex).
Orderliness (38%) moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, random, scattered, and fun seeking at the expense of structure, reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Emotional Stability (26%) low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Inquisitiveness (66%) moderately high which suggests you are intellectual, curious, imaginative but possibly not very practical.
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When I was a kid, we got embarrassed if our knees ever showed in our shorts. My how styles have changed. Now I'm just happy to keep my inner-thighs covered.

Flint and Tinder made in Texas Oxford, American Giant t-shirt, Flint and Tinder shorts

I think my shorts match, but they don't really "go" with the outfit. Looked better on the hanger! I think maybe a darker top would have worked better, or lighter bottom. Hm.

Socks? Yeah, don't think they match. I don't have many short socks to choose from.

I hope someday I get used to shorts that only go to the top of my knees. Any longer is now fashion murder, according to the kids, almost as bad as wearing black with brown! (I still don't get that one.) Maybe once my knees get a little more sun it'll be okay. I am such a strangely-colored person.
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--when you get to work 10 minutes late, and you don't know why
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I can't sleep. Too much staying up late on the weekend. :(

I have to leave the house in 7 hours. I suppose I'll be lucky to sleep 6. It will suck tomorrow, but it seems like it always sucks a lot more the day after, and by Friday, I'm a wreck. Then I spend all weekend exhausted, avoiding doing anything or seeing anyone, and I the cycle repeats

Oh well.

It seems like I need more sleep than other people.
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 Name: Jesse

Nicknames:  Nope

Age: 35

Location: North Dakota

Birthday: 1/7

Sign: Capricorn?

Family?: I live alone except for <i>see below</i>.  Mom lives nearby.  Dad, step-mom and half-brother live in town.  Dad's dad is still alive, at 97, and lives maybe 2 hours away.  I have some step-family here in town, an aunt (Dad's sister) a few hundred miles away, another aunt (Mom's sister) in Oregon with my cousin
Pets?: Sophie is my friend, a cat that lives with me and tries to take care of me, and I try to take care of her and fret over her a lot

Major in college?: Sociology, English, humanities for undergrad (along with linguistics, Japanese, and some other things I didn't finish); Counseling in graduate school

Current job/career or career goal?: depressed and unfulfilled Academic Counselor at a 4-year public university (my alma) and hater of goals who always wanted to do something creative

Any hobbies/talents?: would love to be in nature more... hiking, riding bike, writing songs, playing guitar, singing, writing in general, video games

One place you're dying to visit: everywhere... particularly natury places

As a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?: a writer
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--when you still need groceries, but you know that if you go, you'll buy donuts and/or pizza
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--when you were gonna get groceries after work but instead just drank vodka
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--when you think you can sneak out 10 minutes early, and a student suddenly arrives
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--when a student wants tutoring for a class you got them tutoring in last semester, and that tutor is still pissed the student never showed up last time.  ...and is your only tutor for that class.
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Starting August 1st, here in ND, anyone who has a gun can "conceal carry" it (except on State property, or on private property that specifically prohibits it).

Doesn't that make you feel safe?  If you're 21, you can buy a gun.  It's not hard.  And now, you can buy guns and strap them all over your body and carry them around with you hidden (or open! we have "open carry," too!), like you're in some kind of damn action movie.

We are one of the safest states in the Union.  Most violence that occurs is domestic violence (not that I'm encouraging that).  I rarely feel unsafe here (to be fair, I'm a white man, of an age where no one hassles me).  But I feel a little less safe every time I think about all the guns and all the lax gun laws.  I have to wonder now if bars will put up "no guns" signs, or if we'll see a bunch of shoot-outs at the O.K. Corral, or neither.

Sometimes I want to move, but nowhere I want, wants me.
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Blue nylon/polyester/spandex pants (NYC--I thought they were going to be cotton when I bought them!), Wellen surf button-up (California), Columbia Knits sweater (Portland, OR)
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Darn.  Just realized after the fact that I could use Rich Text to bold all the questions before putting in my answers.  Rich Text.  Text that inherited its wealth.

Who was your first crush? I don't know that I ever had one!
Who was your last missed call from? Brendon (brother)
Who did you last talk to in person? I can't actually remember. That is a little scary. It's been days.
Who was your 5th grade teacher? Norman Kreuger, best teacher I ever had! Can never spell his name right.
Who do you miss right now? Nobody
Who do you share your secrets with? Someone who will understand
Who would you love to see live in concert? Audioslave, but that won't happen now.
Who do you spend most of your time with? Myself, which I'm fine with; my co-workers, which is kind of sad.
Who would you kill if you could get away with it? Jeez louise! No one! It wouldn't help anything to kill anyone.

What made you start taking surveys? I really don't know. I take them now because it makes me feel like it's 1997 again.
What did your last text message say? So snoopy. It's probably too long to put here.
What time do you usually wake up in the morning? 7. Every single day. Would be okay if it wasn't to go to work and sit in a building with fluorescent light and the windows closed for 9 hours.
What was your high school mascot? I didn't go to a physical high school.
What was your first screen name? Gobez, because I misspelled Golbez, from Final Fantasy II, which was actually Final Fantasy IV, and he was actually Golbeza.

When is your birthday? 1982
When do you like to shower? In the morning, but I often procrastinate and do it in the afternoon instead for some reason
When is your parents' anniversary? They're divorced! Thanks for bringing up unpleasant memories!
When will you see your dad next? How should I know?
When do you think you’ll eventually stop taking surveys? When Heather no longer sends them to me, because I have a hard time finding them on my own!
When did you graduate high school? 2001
When was the last time you went shopping? uhhhhhhh a week ago maybe.. or two... I don't know... I need to
When was the last time you ate fast food? I had bean burritos at Taco John's a few days ago
When was the last time you held a baby? I try to AVOID holding babies, as they are breakable.
When did you last leave your house? Well, I mowed the lawn today, briefly went to Mom's yesterday (two blocks away), and had a walk the day before yesterday, so... I have to leave tomorrow, all goddamn day, so cut me some slack.

Where do you live? ND, USA
Where is your biggest scar? I don't really have any, but I have stretch marks.
Where is your family? They're mostly here, or where ever dead people go.
Where is your cellphone? It's nearby.
Where do you want to work? I don't want to work. If I had a job I loved, I'd be willing to work almost anywhere...
Where did you get your shirt? I'm not wearing a shirt, but all my shirts are made in America except for a few fair trade shirts made in China.
Where is the nearest gas station? I dno it's fukkin down the hill a bit, or up north a bit.
Where would you move, if you could? If I knew where, I would just go ahead and go there. It's hard to leave family behind.
Where were you born? Here

Why do you take surveys? You already asked this!!!!!!!
Why aren’t you doing something productive? Because I have to be productive all week, every week, at work, and it sucks every ounce of life out of me.
Why are there so many survey takers, not survey makers? I don't think there are many survey takers, and there are even less survey makers, and the makers were all obviously pretty stupid and probably forgot how to swallow and died.
Why did you watch the last movie you watched? Why did you make the last survey you made?
Why do you like the person you like? Why do you think I like anyone?
Why do you have your current cell phone? Why don't I just break contact with the human race entirely?
Why do you feel your current mood? Because you are annoying me!!!!!!!!!!!

How old were you when you had your first kiss? Hmm, it depends which "first kiss" you count. First in love kiss, I was 18. I think before that, I had only kissed a BOY or two, and my mom!
How long has it been since you used the bathroom? I can't remember, which makes me think I am overdue, but I don't really have to pee, and I'm not thirsty.
How many surveys do you do a day, on average? .0000001
How do you feel about same sex marriage? How do you feel about bigots who can't keep their dicks out of other people's marriages?
How did you discover your favorite band? Whenever I have a favorite band, they either break up or go to shit.
How much did your favorite shirt cost? I don't have a favorite shirt.
How close is the nearest restaurant? There's a subway up by the gas station (over north-eastish) that I mentioned.
How long is your hair? .0000000000000000001mm
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--when your mom wants you to post her 50 year-old, moldy mattress for sale on Facebook instead of putting it out on the curb
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--when your brother, who works 6 hours per week and stays up until 5 every morning having "me time," somehow thinks you should have as much free time as he does
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--when you are finally sitting down to do something you want to do and realize you have forgotten to do yet another thing you need to do
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I encountered my coworker in the restroom. He asked me how it was going. I said, "I pissed down my leg. Other than that, it's going pretty well."

He was silent for a long time, then said, "At least it can only look up from there."

As I was leaving, I repeated an ages old aphorism. "No matter how many times you shake it, a little always goes down your leg."

He laughed with relief, which is when I realized, he'd thought I'd actually pissed myself.

I wish.


Jun. 10th, 2017 11:38 pm
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I hope there's more to life than just:

0 - 30 years of making plans that won't come to fruition,

then -30 - 100 years of trying to soothe yourself until you slip into oblivion.
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--when your family thinks that, because you are on vacation, you are sitting around bored and clearly need every second of your life occupied by them.